Christmas

If I showed up on your door step crying,

Would you ask me what was wrong?

If I had one day left to live my life,

Would you be a part of it?

If I told you I still loved you,

Would you even care?

You were the best thing that happened to me,

Yet to you I don't exist.

We decided to be friends,

But we don't even talk.

I gave you all I could

And you just threw me away.

You will never know what you put me through,

But neither will anybody else.

I thought I would watch 'til the day I die

And love you all the same.

But I won’t cry for you anymore,

Or wish that you loved me.

I missed your kisses,

And I missed your hugs.

I missed Friday band practices,

And I missed our hanging out.

I missed having something to look forward too.

And I missed having you by my side.

If I called your name,

Would you answer me?

If I tried to talk to you,

Would you realize I was there?

If I told you I was moving,

Would you tell me goodbye?

None of that matters anymore,

I found someone who loves me.

Someone who would do anything to make me happy,

Even if it upset him.

I can’t believe I’m saying it, but thank you.

Christmas left, but now I have a teddy bear.